Don't Stop Believing....

Yes, this is my favorite Journey song but also the theme of my life today. Just when you think things can't get any worse....it just might. First I went and saw my fabulous PCP today and he reassured me everything would be okay. I left his office with feelings of hope and optimism. Then I went to the gynocologist office, who I like alot too. They performed a pevlic ultrasound to try to see more of my ovary and the news I got is a bit grim. There is 1 in 1000 chance it could be ovarian cancer. Ok, kidney failure I can handle, rare blood disease I can handle, but cancer too! I will know the results of the tests Monday. But here is where I stand. I stand affirmed in my faith that I DO NOT have cancer and that I will be one of the 999 cancer free. On June 23rd, I am getting a kidney transplant and nothing and I mean NOTHING is going to stop me. So, I just wanted to update yall on the latest but please know that cancer is not going to be added to my list of diagnoses. I refuse to let. I have faith in God that it will all be okay. And if it is cancer, I would rather find it now BEFORE the transplant rather than take ths risk of it ruining my new kidney. God has a plan. I am going to trust in Him to lead me through this because afterall, He led me to it! Please keep me in your prayers and pray for no cancer! xoxo